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I AM Who I AM

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My name is Janise, I was born in 1971 and I am the creator of this website.

As far back as I can remember, I have always been on the Spiritual path seeking the answers to the many questions I had always had about my Life, such as who I was, where I came from, what my purpose is for being here in the material world.

I always had this strong inner feeling that I was connected to the spirit side of life, due to some spiritual experiences I had had throughout my life. But even with having these spiritual experiences, it left me with more questions and this longing to keep searching and seeking for the answers I had questions about.

I had always had this inner feeling of knowing things, which I obeyed those inner knowings about 95% of the time. It also felt like someone or something was guiding me throughout my life, such as I would have this pulling feeling that would become so strong at times, which there were many times when I tried to ignore it, but it would just become stronger and stronger until I would give up and give in and do what this inner pulling was guiding me to.

And let me tell you, it was not always easy figuring out what I was being guided to, as there were many hit and misses until I would find exactly what I was suppose to find or learn about. I knew when I found what I was being led to was when the pulling feeling would stop. I know that the times when I chose to ignore those inner feelings life would take a turn for the worst, but it was ok, as I was able to learn from my mistakes I made and then I could choose for the next time to make better decisions.

But always in the back of my mind, I would wonder if what I was being pulled to was going to tell me who I was, where I came from, or what my purpose in this life was for. When those questions weren't answered, I continued to learn and search for those answers due to that strong inner pulling feeling I had. But every area I had been led to formed a foundation that would help guide me to the next area for me to learn from.

Even though I knew there was a spirit side to life when I was a child, I didn't have the terminology to explain what I knew or what I remembered of the spirit side of life. My earliest memory of this Life was before I was born, there are few people in this world who can remember before they were born, which I'm one of them who can remember. The thing is is that I don't remember enough of it to know where I had come from, just that I was some where and I was alive before I was born. I do know that where I came from, I will be going back to when I die. So that was part of the foundation I had to work with while searching out my answers to who I was, where I came from, and what my purpose for being in the Material world.

I AM Activity vs The Summit Lighthouse

After I had turned 18, I read a book called Unveiled Mysteries written by Godfré Ray King, which introduced me to the I AM Activity that was started by Mr. and Mrs. Ballard who had already crossed over to the Spirit side of life and are known as Ascended Masters. The I AM Activity is based on teaching you how to live your life in a certain way so you can eventually receive your ascension and become an Ascended Master. When I started reading the I AM Discourses, I learned that there was a way for me to not have to be reincarnated back into the Material world. I was happy and my new goal was to do what the books said to and for me to receive my ascension, because I did not want to be reincarnated on this planet again.

When I read the I AM discourses, I connected to the messages that were given by the Ascended Masters and I tried very hard to live my life based on the teachings found in those books. But I found that it was very strict in how one should live their life and if your forcing yourself to live a certain way when you don't like it, it can start to overwhelm you and you'll eventually find yourself going back to how you were before. So, I gave up the goal of becoming an Ascended Master and getting off the wheel of reincarnation, and I was just going to live my life the best I could, but at the same time I would continue to work on improving my life or bettering myself.

To me when you follow certain guidelines that come from outside yourself that make you feel like you're not being true to yourself, than it's best to give up those guidelines, even when those guidelines come from the Ascended Masters. I could have continued to follow the guidelines, but inside I felt I was living a lie, because I was not being true to who I was as a person. I don't believe a person can fake their way into being an Ascended Master no matter how badly you want to receive your ascension.

I had heard of Elizabeth Prophet during the years I had been studying the teachings from the I AM Activity, and I had been told that Elizabeth Prophet was a false prophet and that she stole the teachings from Saint Germain and those who were part of the I AM Activity were to have nothing to do with her. So, I didn't bother reading anything that came from Elizabeth Prophet, because I had learned that the only Messengers were the Ballards, which I found out later that this was not true, because there are many people who receive messages from the Masters and other Spirit Beings.

I had been searching for spiritual books that had newer teachings from the Masters, which I came across quite a few books that had sparked my interests and were inline with what I had already learned. When I would read these books, it made me wonder about Elizabeth Prophet, because for years when I would come across one of her books at the bookstore I would not bother to look at it. But I would read every other spiritual book that I felt led to reading. Which I've read the Conversation with God books, I've read Seth Speaks, I've also read all the books that Sylvia Brown has written, and many more books. I found some truths in those books so I started to think that Elizabeth Prophet could very well had been receiving messages from the Masters.

I mean, how can all these people write books with Messages from the Masters and other Spirit Beings, that all carry a certain level of truths in them, but Elizabeth Prophet is suppose to be a false Messenger? I decided to read up about Elizabeth Prophet and see what I could find about her.

So, one day I checked out The Summit Lighthouse website and I read Elizabeth Prophets biography, and I tell you, that a person can not fake the Love they have for the Ascended Masters, and Mrs. Prophets biography vibrated that Love she has for Saint Germain. I read a few of the Messages that came from the Masters through Mrs. Prophet and the vibration of the Masters came through and I could feel their Presence as I did from when I read the I AM Discourses. It let me know that the Masters put their energy vibrations into the Messages that they give through their Messengers and when you read their Messages, you can actually pick up and feel the Masters vibrations in your physical body, which can not be faked.

I did more research on the Internet to learn more about Elizabeth Prophet and about the Ballards. What I found was a lot of negativity that was being told about them. But you know, if God or the Masters had to wait for everyone in embodiment to be perfect, according to the worlds standards of perfection, there would be no Messengers for the Masters. Can you imagine how much negative energy gets thrown towards the Messengers when they come out as being the Sponsored Messengers for the Masters. Anyone who cared to do a little research into the inner lives of the Ballards and Elizabeth Prophet will see that they did meet the requirements that the Masters look for in a Messenger.

People in embodiment do not get to choose who is going to be the next Messenger for the Masters, because the Masters will choose who will be their Messenger and you can tell who their Messenger is by the energy vibrations that come through the Messages that are given by the Masters through their Messengers. And the Masters Light came through very strong from the Ballards and from Elizabeth Prophet. It taught me a lesson to not listen to people who put judgments upon others without seeking out the Truth on their own, such as when I took the word of a few people in embodiment that claimed that Elizabeth Prophet was a false Messenger, when in fact, she was a real Messenger.

The Next Stage of my Life

One book in particular that helped me get to the next stage in my life was a book called Mary's Message to the World. The book was written by Mother Mary through Annie Kirkwood. I read the book about 10 years after it had already came out, but as I read that book, I could sense and pick up Mother Mary's energy through the words as I was reading them. When I was finished reading her book, I kept getting these strong pulling feelings that I was to search for a website, create a website, or that I was to write a book. I couldn't figure out what exactly I was suppose to do, so I started searching websites and I started to meet all kinds of people from many different religious backgrounds.

I found a few forums to post at and I found that all the forums I had found, the people were very verbal in how they believed, each person believing that their way was the right way and everyone else was wrong, so all these people were seeking to push their beliefs onto each other, which was a total turn off to me. Then I had found forums where groups of people would gang up on new members in the attempt to convert them over into their group formed religious beliefs, and if they couldn't convert you over, then you were banned from the forum.

In my mind I was thinking. "What about a universal approach to religion?" I had always believed that God was Love, it states in the Bible that God is Love. So, I could never understand how those who followed a particular religious belief could be so cold towards those who did not believe the way they did. To me these religious people had taken on the same mind set as the High priests and the temple priests who sought to have Jesus put to death.

I was not able to find any forum online that was based on a universal approach to religion, or that the members could get along with each other with respecting each others beliefs. So, I started to think that the inner pulling feeling I had was to create my own website. I didn't know exactly what the website was going to be about, or how I was going to fix up the direction it was going to take, other than it would be based on a universal approach to God, or to religion.

Ask Real Jesus

Before I started looking into creating a website, I found a website called "Ask Real Jesus" which I didn't think much of the site until I started reading the messages from Jesus. I immediately picked up on Jesus's vibration and I became hooked on reading the many messages that were posted on the ask real Jesus website. I spent days on end just soaking up the many different messages that I found. I identified with 80% of the messages I had read, and it let me know that I had been on the right track my entire life. I could not have been more happier in my life at this point in time.

As the days went by, I eventually came across a section that had messages from Mother Mary. So, I started reading Mother Mary's messages, I knew it was her as I picked up on Mother Mary's vibration from her messages and I could sense her presence with me. It was the same feelings I had when I had been reading the book, Mary's Message to the world , so I knew that the Messages that were on the ask real Jesus website was from Mother Mary.

Mother Mary Rosaries

One of the things I Loved about ask real Jesus website and what Mother Mary had to offer was the rosaries. I found many different rosaries that were all based on helping us to heal our psychology, balance our karma, raise our consciousness while helping to raise the mass consciousness. So, I started giving these rosaries every day, and I could feel my body heat up from the Violet consuming flame that was invoked while giving these rosaries. It was amazing. At first I was not giving the rosaries for myself as it seemed selfish of me to want to give these rosaries for myself. So I gave the rosaries for others and I loved it that I was able to help raise the mass consciousness just by giving the rosaries. But I had learned that what you do for others, you can do for yourself, so I started adding myself to the personal prayer part of the rosaries.

I noticed as the days and weeks went by that repressed feelings were coming up and I realized that it was the rosaries were causing for these repressed feelings to come up for me to deal with those feelings and then surrender them to God. So, for the past two years while giving these rosaries faithfully, I had found myself working on healing my psychology of past wounds which at the same time was helping to remove the blocks I had in my consciousness.

The spiritual path is a gradual path, and its taken me years to get to where I'm at in my life, I know that the rosaries has given me a huge boost in healing my psychology and removing the blocks from my life so that I could finally learn of who I truly am. My goal is to help others to learn who they truly are as well, because I know what it's like to have the many questions about yourself and it seems you go in circles trying to figure out who you are, where you came from and what your purpose is in life.

Your Spiritual path may not be based on the same path I took in finding my answers, but the things that cause for the blocks that form in our consciousness is very much universal.

The spiritual path is never ending, and for anyone who is on the Spiritual path knows that Self-Transcendence never stops, it just keeps going. And this website was the next step for me on the spiritual path, and I hope that anyone who finds this website can take something from it that can help them to take that next step on their spiritual path.

God Bless!

Janise ~ I AM Loving Liberty